โหลดเพลง mp3 Deja Vu - Eminem

DMC we have a mid-30's male found down unresponsive
Possible overdose substance unknown Pulse is 60 and thready
Respiration's 8 He's intubated and we're baggin' him now
Uhh BP 90 over palp Patient is cool pale and diuretic
Has aspirated Uhh GSC is 3 We'll update en route ETA 10 minutes
As I fall deeper into a manic state
I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict traits
Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate
I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate
Start off with the night well like I think I'll just have a taste
Couple of sips of that then I gradually graduate
To a harder prescription drug called Valium like Ya that's great
I go to just take one and I end up like having eight
Now I need something in my stomach cause I haven't ate
Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak
And you'd think that with all I have at stake look at my daughter's face
Mommy something is wrong with dad I think
He's acting weird again he's really beginning to scare me
Won't shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me
And all he does is eat Doritos and Cheetos
And he just fell asleep in his car eating Three Musketeers in the rear seat
Sometimes I feel so alone I just don't know feels like I been down this road before
So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me as soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like deja vu I wanna get away from this place I do
But I can't and I won't say I try but I know that's a lie
cause I don't and why I just don't know
Maybe just a nice cold brew What's a beer
That's the devil in my ear I been sober a fuckin year
And that fucker still talks to me he's all I can fuckin hear
Marshall come on we'll watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers
And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time
Who's the mastermind behind that little line
With that kind of rationale man I got half a mind
To have another half of glass of wine sound asinine
Yeah I know but I never had no problem with alcohol
Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm 'bout to fall
I missed the couch and down I go looking like a bouncy ball
Shit must've knocked me out cause I ain't feel the ground at all
Wow what the fuck happened last night where am I
Man fuck am I hungover and God damn I
Got a headache shit half a Vicodin why can't I
All systems ready for take off please stand by
Sometimes I feel so alone I just don't know feels like I been down this road before
So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me as soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like deja vu I wanna get away from this place I do
But I can't and I won't say I try but I know that's a lie
cause I don't and why I just don't know
So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach then ahh
Couple of weeks go by it ain't even like I'm getting high
Now I need it just not to feel sick ya I'm getting by
Wouldn't even be taking this shit if DeShaun didn't die
Oh yeah there's an excuse you lose Proof so you use
There's new rules it's cool if it's helpin you to get through
It's twelve noon ain't no harm in self inducing a snooze
What else is new Fuck it what would Elvis do in your shoes
Now here I am three months later full blown re-lapse
Just get high until the kids get home from school homes relax
And since I'm convinced that I'm an in-somniac
I need these pills to be able to sleep so I take three naps
Just to be able to function throughout the day let's see
That's an Ambien each nap how many Valium three
And that will average out to about one good hour's sleep
Ok so now ya see the reason how come he
Has taken four years to just put out an album B
See me and you we almost had the same outcome heat
Cause that Christmas you know the whole pneumonia thing
It was bologna was it the methadone ya think
Or the hydrocordone you hide inside your pornos
Your VCR tape cases with you Ambien CR great paces to hide 'em ain't it
So you can lie to Hailie I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby good night Elaina
Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance
They said they found me on the bathroom floor damn
Sometimes I feel so alone I just don't know feels like I been down this road before
So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me as soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like deja vu I wanna get away from this place I do
But I can't and I won't say I try but I know that's a lie
cause I don't and why I just don't know