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Therapy Session - NF
Written by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein

Yeah I gotta say like a month ago

I was talking to fans
And one of them pulled me aside and said
We never met but I swear that you know who I am
I been through a lot
I don't know how to express it to people
Don't think that I can but I got that mansion CD on rotation
That's real for me Nate you do not understand
It's crazy for me
Kids hit me up say they slitting they wrists on the daily
This music is more than you think
Don't book me for just entertainment it's entertaining

Hearing these parents they telling their kids
My music is violent you gotta be kidding me
I guess that your definition of violence and mine
Is something that we look at differently
How do you picture me ah
Want me to smile you want me to laugh
You want me to walk in the stage with a smile on my face
When I'm mad and put on a mask for real

I mean what you expect from me
I'm tryna do this respectfully
They say that life is a race
I know my problem probably catch up eventually
I do my best to be calm
How you gon' write me and tell me you slaughter my family
That's just a glimpse to the stuff that get sent to me
These the parts of my life that'll never see woo

I am aware it's aggressive
I am not here for acceptance
I don't know what you expect here
But what you expect when you walk in a therapy session

Therapy therapy session

Therapy therapy session

This girl at the show looked me in the face
And told me her life's full of drama

Said that her dad is abusive
Apparently he likes to beat on her mama

I got so angry inside
I wanted to tell her to give me his number

But what you gon' do with it right
You gon' hit him up then he'll start hitting her harder
That's real
These kids they come to my shows
With tears in they eyes
Imagine someone looking at you
And saying your music's the reason that they are alive
Sometimes I don't know how to handle it
This type of life isn't glamorous
This ain't an act for the cameras
You see me walk on these stages but have no idea what
I'm dealing with after it
I put it all in the open
This is the way that I cope with all my emotion
I'm taking pictures with thousands of people
But honestly I feel like nobody knows me
I'm trying to deal with depression
I'm trying to deal with the pressure
How you gon' tell me my music does not have a message
When I'm looking out at this crowd full of people I know I affected
Ah I got some things in my life I know I should let 'em go

Let me jot it down let me take a mental note

I put it all in this microphone think about that for a minute
What is the point of this song
I'm just venting but what you expect from a therapy session

Therapy therapy session

Therapy therapy session

What you think about me

That doesn't worry me
I know I handle some things immaturely

I know that I need to grow in maturity
I ain't gon' walk on these stages in front of these people
And act like I live my life perfectly
That doesn't work for me

Christian is not the definition of a perfect me woo

I ain't the type to be quiet
I ain't gon' sit here in silence
If I wouldn't say what I say to your face
Then I promise you I wouldn't say it in private
I am not lying
People go off on my page and I'm trying to quit the replying

But this is ridiculous
I'm passionate man I really mean what I'm writing
You want me to keep it 100 okay I'll keep it 100
I see a whole lot of talking on socials
But honestly I don't see nothing in public
I kinda love it yeah

Why don't you write us some happy raps
That would be awesome
All your music is moody and dark Nate

Don't get me started

You wanna know what it's like if you met me in person
Listen to my verses
This music is not just for people
Who sit in the pews and pray at the churches

I won't reject it
I don't expect everyone to respect it
I don't expect you to get my perspective
What you expect from a therapy session

I mean I think sometimes people they confuse what I'm doing

I write about life I write about things that I'm actually dealing with

Something that I'm actually experiencing this is real for me
Like this is something that personally helps me as well

I'm not confused about who gave me the gift
God gave me the gift and he gave me the ability to do this
And he also gave me this as an outlet
And that's what music is for me
When I feel something whether it's anger

Um it's a passion about something or frustration
Like this is where I go this is this is

That's the whole nfrealmusic thing man
This is real for me I need this this is a therapy for me