My Story (我的故事) - Jean Grae If I could swim a thousand lakes to bring your life back I write that but infinity can't rewind facts You are divinity My primitive mind was struggling Just to understand the meaning of life forgive me I never told my mommy I couldn't break her spirit She always wished her daughter Extraordinary thinking So I traveled alone young sixteen Got in the habit of not stayin' at home Doing the sad walk like Bill bixby a dollar fifty Trips to the hospital so that medicaid could fix me I couldn't eat sh*t I fainted frequent On cold floors and I pause and I think peep it I'm lost my four friends know And just f**k at the boys' apartments for rent so I'm all wishin' that it's a dream ending soon I've actually erased a lot that I've been through See when the rain comes down
I know it's fallin' for me and only for me
And when the pain comes around
There's nowhere else I rather would be I know what I've done please forgive me Now all my bitter homies sayin' that's what men do Feelin' retarded for seeing partner potential On top of that the doctors telling me a heart murmur I can't take it I'm contemplating A glot burner a cop murderer I can't be this can't be The tears streaming and I can't see they lance me And I'm passin' out and this is just for blood They had to cover the mass amounts I've had enough And you don't know what it's like in waiting rooms And outside their picketing pictures could slay you Their screamin' victims and spitting till they shame you I hold my head low and shiver push my way through They put you in a room where you can change into Your gown and shower cap shaking as a feene would do And tha's when you think of leaving fleeing The building and then they call you And you hear the call of your children They count down from ten now You wanna stop 'em But you say it in your head your out for the cut Then you wake up in another room with plenty others They call it recovery you're thinkin' we ain't mothers And then prescription pills written a scrip with chills An understatement you're dressed but you're naked still And your brain won't think straight Wait can't finish this See when the rain comes down
I know it's fallin' for me and only for me
And when the pain comes around
There's nowhere else I rather would be I know what I've done please forgive me
I kept it bottled up my parent's found the pills Screaming god what have you done Cried till I snotted blood then got a gun My temper ran quick tho from the thought Then the worst I was caught in the same place A year later for me that's when hatred started My faith martyred I've dated a father But farther then I moved on Years past the guilt's worse And it builds till your heart' smashed Then I miscarried 22 age I was headed to a breakdown Swallowed up some pills and I laid down I was a failure at that too bailed from the rap Then but fate took me back in Sin is a tattoo my fingers attached with Twenty seven with three kids That I never met What if I was catholic wonder if they hate me Thinking how their mother could ever murder Well take me hell To the depths where the brimstone Chokes me constantly I gave a monstacy How could I possibly correspond with god When I gave the authority to end that life
But it's never over even if we have a child They coulda had a brother or sister or both I'm thinking about another life that almost got close Prayin' that in another time we coulda' changed posts
If I could just reverse time I would I don't know what I would do honestly it's not good I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry
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If I could just reverse time I would I don't know what I would do honestly it's not good I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry