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Not Going Back - Childish Gambino
It seems like they all want me to fail
but I'm not going back,

not going back, baby

Please tell me you don't want me to fail
cause I'm not going back, not going back

I coulda been a tragedy
that's why these fake niggas
who call me pussy are mad at me
Cause they ain't have the smarts or the heart
Ain't you read the fucking book
'Things Fall Apart'?
I was never gonna stay the same,
all I ever really wanted was to change the game
Spent the year kicking ass and taking names,
try to tell it to your heart, Taylor Dayne
Mama told me I was special
when them test scores came in
Calling the new Will Smith that's Jaden

Calling me a faggot
when I'm rapping that's hating
I need to slow down,
what the fuck is y'all saying?
Step inside the party y'all
niggas is mood killers
My lifestyle simple live easy and Bruce Willis
I'm the boss, Michael Scott,
y'all bitches is just Phyllis
Set the world on fire y'all motherfuckers
is chilling, what is this?
That's why these fucking
MCs want their asses back?
Don't you know that I'm a rapist?
Ask a track
Whiskey-sipping wanna drink the whole bottle
But these smart middle-class
black kids need a role model
Fucking hate me that's what I'm used to,
suck a dick, we the shit, Metamucil
God damn man, there's gotta
be a better way
Than pill-popping all these drugs
so I can stay awake
Like I'm Jessie in this bitch
I'm so excited
There's a party at the top,
you ain't invited but it's lame
and all the bitches is fake
You think about your old girl
and how breaking up's a mistake
Black dudes assume
I'm closeted or kinda gay
White people confused like girl
on Glee and Gabourey
I am Donald is a full-time job, these niggas
want me to fail so they can write me off

It seems like they all want me to fail

but I'm not going back, not going back baby

Please tell me you
don't want me to fail cause
I'm not going back, not going back

Dirty girls love my dick
they're cockroaches
Jewish girls eat my meat
it's not kosher
Relax black chick I think
that I have offended thee
Got nothing against the sistas
I just don't think they're into me
I am not a thug AKA what they pretend to be,
I am just myself AKA my worst enemy
Yeah bitch, cut the swag
with a fucking knife
I come hard like my life
keep her pussy tight
It's cool though, it's all good,
you want a dude who keep
it real and stay hood
I'm sorry babe but I act me,
I don't act black whatever that be
I'm just happy these
girls seem into me now
Yeah, they looking for some In N Out,
animal style
With this lettuce, cheese,
bread, making sandwiches
That's why you niggas fail like
all of your parent's marriages
Ran into Rashida Jones told me
that she heard my song
When I called her mixed like
the crowd at my last show
She said to write her something
nice on the next track
But she cute so I wrote her ass a whole rap
Man, I threw that shit away,
it felt dumb believe me
It was bad, we're better off,
you're welcome
I worked hard on that song like day and night
That whole song made
this one verse crazy, right?
I guess it all goes somewhere you know that
Like that bullshit you
talked before Culdesac
"I didn't know he had it in 'IM!"
Couldn't see me as Spiderman
but now I'm spitting venom
Now you paying attention
pick your fucking face up
When I wanna be a superhero
I just wake up
Renaissance man with a Hollywood buzz
I refuse to go back to not liking
who I was because

Fake love, these fake dreams,
these fake sounds

All the things that we felt your voice
was screaming too loud

I know what you're ready to be

but it isn't with me
So I'm ready to leave you alone

I don't really wanna fight like this
I don't ever wanna lose your kiss

All I ever wanted was someone to hold on to

I just wanna be your girl

Everything you haven't heard, plus

I just wanna be with you
With you with you with you with you
With you I just wanna be with you

With you with you with you with you
Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh-oh