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Even (甚至) - Julien Baker
Written by：Julien Baker
When is it too many times to tell you
That I think of you every night

I don't want to make it hard on you

So I could be cruel

I could make you hate me would that make it easy

Did you think I forgot the fireworks
The black eye trading blows on the fourth of July
But you were right
I was asking for it

I always am its no good
If the pain doesn't make you feel like you earned it
And I probably deserved it

All you ever say is what's the point

Is anybody there to help me now
It's not that I think I'm good

I know that I'm evil
I guess I was trying to even it out

Isn't that what you want for me to be miserable like you

Well brother you're about to get your wish

Putting my fist through the plaster in the bathroom of a Motel 6

I must have pictured it all a thousand times
I swear to God I think I'm gonna die
I know you were right I can't be fixed so help me

All you ever say is what's the point

Is anybody there to help me now
It's not that I think I'm good I know that I'm evil
I guess I was trying to even it out