โหลดเพลง mp3 Calling And Not Calling My Ex - Okkervil River

Calling And Not Calling My Ex - Okkervil River
She was once mine

That smile that shines from the glossy magazine that
stuck inside the Sunday Times

She was so sweet on Christmas Eve

With the snow set deep
when we went walking through the pines

I had just been fired and her first offer had arrived
And the new year would see her flying far away from me

Though I didn't know it at the time

With outstretched hands

Now she commands

A famous figure for every picture

And she stands up strong and she demands

And they deliver

Yeah she's a fixture

And it's a mixture of dumb jealousy and fear that
I might feel should she appear
Just like it hasn't been three years

And there's a distance to her voice over
the phone and that's because she stands alone

While I'm still sitting here

Girl you see me here on another quiet night
I will wait until another indistinguishable day arrives

I'll decide where the light's even and bright
Where my life's sweet as it's slightly disappointedly
just gliding softly by

And you won't wait for me in some secluded stand of trees
some Christmas Eve some god was kind enough to set aside

Although I'd love you to I'm proud of you
God knows I'm feeling really stupid now

For having ever said goodbye

During the fight

I said "Yeah right"

When you insisted that I visit that you'd write

Now I know you're working hard so
I never hear from you and that's fine

You look the same on TV as when you were mine

I walk in from the kitchen and I finger the remote control

I watch you from the distance
you go walking through the terminal

I remember ever instance when you stung me

Oh you're so lovely

Oh you're so smart

So go turn their heads go knock them dead
go break their hearts

Go break their hearts

Baby break their hearts

And I know you will