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Arose (Explicit) - Eminem (埃米纳姆)
Written by：Marshall Mathers

If I could rewind time like a tape inside a boombox
One day for every pill or percocet that I ate

Cut down on the valium I'da heard everything
But death is turning so definite wait

They got me all hooked up to some machine
I love you being didn't want you to know I was struggling
Feels like I'm underwater submerged like a submarine
Just heard that nurse say my liver and kidneys aren't functioning
Been flirtatious with death skirt-chasing I guess
It's arrivederci same nurse just heard say they're unplugging me
And it's your birthday Jade I'm missing your birthday
Baby girl I'm sorry I f**king hate when you hurt Hai

And sweeties thank you for waiting to open gifts
But girls you can just open 'em dad ain't making it home for Christmas

Wish I had the strength to just blow a kiss
I go to make a fist but I can't make one I'm frozen stiff
I yell but nothing comes out I'm crying inside I shout
My vocal cords won't permit me I scream but it's not aloud

You put your arm around Mama to calm her wow
I just thought about the aisle I'll never get to walk us down

Never see you graduate in your caps and gowns
It's 'bout to be 2008 how's this happening now

I've got so much more to do and proof I'm truly sorry
If I let you down but this tore me in two

The thought of no more me and you
You gave me shoes Nikes like new for me for school

Doody I'm trying but you you were the glue that binded
So many things time I'd give anything to rewind it
I had to walk down my halls and constantly be reminded
By pictures all on my walls and I couldn't sleep at night 'cause
That image burned in my brain of you on that table
Me falling across your body not able to stand to save you

God why did you take him

I'm tryna keep his legacy alive but I'm dying where's Nathan
Little ladies be brave take care of your mother
Smile pretty for pictures always cherish each other
I'll always love ya and I'll be in the back of your memory
And I know you'll never forget me just don't get sad when remembering

And little bro keep making me proud
You better marry that girl 'cause she's faithfully down

And when you're exchanging those sacred vows just know that if I could be there
I would and should you ever see parenthood I know you'll be good at it
Oh almost forgot to do something thank my father too
I actually learned a lot from you you taught me what not to do

And mom wish I'da had the chance
To have one last heart-to-heart honest and open talk with you

Doody I see you I go to walk to you
And I can feel my soul leave my body and float across the room

Nurses lean over the bed pulling tubes out

Then the sheet over my head shut the room down

Girls please don't get upset I see them cheeks soaking and wet
As you squeeze hold of my neck so forcibly don't wanna let

Me go pillow drenched emotional wrecks
With every second each closer to death

But suddenly I feel my heart begin to beat slow
Then a breath machines go

Must've guessed the cheat codes to this sh*t

I'm tryna rewind time like a tape find an escape
Make a beeline try and awake
From this dream I need to re-find
My inner strength to remind me
Even if a steep climb I must take

To rewrite a mistake I'm rewinding the tape

I don't want it
I'll put out this last album then I'm done with it
One hundred percent finished fed up with it
I'm hanging it up f**k it
Excuse the cursing baby but just know
That I'm a good person though they portray me as cold
And if things should worsen but I bet you they won't
I'm pledging to throw this methadone in the toilet
Shred these old letters I wrote
All that old pathetic loathing closing credits can roll
I'm proud to be back I'm 'bout to like a rematch
Outdo Relapse
With Recovery Mathers LP2
Help propel me to victory laps
Gas toward 'em and fast forward the past
Consider the last four minutes as
The song I'da sang to my daughters
If I'da made it to the hospital
Less than two hours later but I fought it
Came back like a boomerang on 'em
Now a new day is dawning I'm up Tuesday it's morning
Now I know